My SCL – faking being bad at sword drill

29 10 2011

So I read a blog called Stuff Christians Like, which is basically a humourous look at the funny things we do as Christians. (And I thoroughly recommend it!). It’s kind of about the stuff that get’s between us and God is you want to Jesus Juke it!

I found myself doing something the other day that sounds like an SCL post, so I thought I may as well share it!

At housegroup, normally within the study there’s a few bible passages to look up right? Well, when I was in Sunday school and at Girls’ Brigade, I was pretty good at sword drill (click the link, it’s not as violent as it sounds!), I could find a passage (especially in the New Testament) pretty quickly!

So bringing it back to the housegroup evening, if you hear “shall we look at John 3v16?” You think “easy – only one verse and I know I can read it without fumbling!” But, if they ask for a whole chapter which you just *know* is going to be full of long and complicated words, I don’t know about you, but after initially going into auto-pilot and finding it at speed, I’ll find myself slowing down, flicking intentionally past it, maybe pretending I can’t find it, (all the time with a finger in the right page), so I look like I’m trying hard but just can’t find it! Just waiting for someone to get there before me so they can face all those words.

Then as soon as they’ve declared they’ve found the passage then, oh look, I’m there ready to follow it 🙂

Does anyone else do this? Or was this just a confession I shouldn’t have made?!





Wonderfully Made

3 10 2011

“I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.” – Psalm 139v14

This verse is a pretty well known one, but one that if I truly think about, is pretty tricky.

If I look at myself as far as science goes, I am wonderfully made! Thumbs, the way the body just get’s what it needs from foods, respiration, all these things are truly incredible!

But as far as aesthetics go, my critique would generally be ‘could do better’. Saying I’m wonderful is going to be a very difficult lesson to learn!

Do you agree that you’re wonderful?





Who we are vs what we hide behind

22 08 2011

In prayers last week at work, someone in my group prayed this “You see through low self esteem to who we are”

This struck a massive chord. I’ve always seen my low self esteem as who I am, not something that hides who I am, I’ve always seen it as part of me.

Definitely something to think about!





Not so good with words

20 08 2011

I’m a mathematician. I am not a linguist – sometimes I wonder why on earth I blog!

When it comes to prayer, sometimes I just can’t find any words, and in the last year or 2, when I have no words I seem to have reverted to the words of a song I learnt a very long time ago when I was a littlun in Sunday School.

It’s amazing how the words of a simple song I knew so long ago, just say so much so easily!

I found 2 links to the song, a youtube where some people have modernised it, and a website with a much more old skool style audio clip of it, so I’ll share both with you, and then the words as well 🙂

Audio version

Thank You Jesus,
Thank You Jesus,
Thank You Lord for loving me.
Thank You Jesus,
Thank You Jesus,
Thank You Lord for loving me.

You went to Calvary,
and there You died for me,
Thank You Lord for loving me.
You went to Calvary,
and there You died for me,
Thank You Lord for loving me.

You rose up from the grave,
to me new life You gave,
Thank You Lord for loving me.
You rose up from the grave,
to me new life You gave,
Thank You Lord for loving me.





The Modern Fish

10 08 2011

Well, when I say modern I mean 5-10 years ago!

Early Christians used the sign of a fish, called a Icthys (ΙΧΘΥΣ) as a secret sign to each other back in the day, and while in this country we don’t need to keep our faith secret for safety, it turns out we do still have other ways to secretly say “I’m a Christian”.

At the age of 16 I started at a huge 6th Form College which had about 2000 pupils, and most of my friends from school had gone elsewhere. I intended to find the CU as soon as I could to get to know that community and have that sort of supportive base, but before that started, we had some lessons.

In my first or second Maths class, I thought I overheard the guy next to me talk about church or something, so to double check, I pulled out my version of the ichthys. On my wrist I had a wristband that said F.R.O.G. – nicely subtle to most of the world, but anyone who’d been a teenager in a church surely knew I’d actually got this in a Christian bookshop and it stood for “Fully Relying On God” (sometimes I think I should still be wearing it for that reminder!).

So I pulled the sleeve of my jumper up a little and rested my arm on the desk – hey presto, my first Christian friend at college! The modern fish worked! …Pretty sure this wasn’t their original purpose, but it was pretty handy!





Everything

6 04 2011

I want to tell you a story.

When I was at university, I went to the Christian Union meetings every Thursday. Two years ago, valentines day fell on a Thursday, and while we didn’t exactly have a theme to the evening, it was a bit special.

Our CU had about 200 people on the books, and an average attendance of maybe 150. Towards the end of the meeting we sang “How deep the Father’s love for us“, which is a beautiful song [hymn?] in itself.

Normally, at the end of a song we’d segue into another song, or sit and wait for someone to speak, but before any of that could happen, all the lights went out, and the following video came on…. no one sat down, we all stood, silently watching this video. I got goosebumps, and still do every time I watch it.

We were shown it in prayers at work today, and it reminded me of that evening, and I wanted to share this with you. A moving illustration of Grace.

And lyrics can be found here (youtube) or here (text)





‘You walk at my side’

17 09 2010

Today in prayers, the focus was on Psalm 23, and how when we re-read parts of the Bible, we can get completely new things from them, and how the Psalm talks about a journey, and how the Lord walks alongside us.

“Even when the way goes through
Death Valley,
I’m not afraid
when you walk at my side.
Your trusty shepherd’s crook
makes me feel secure.” – v4

The ‘new’ bit that struck me today was the line “You walk at my side.”
We were asked to fill in the blank for the line: “Even when __________, I’m not afraid when you walk at my side.”
My first thought was “Even when I’m exhausted and worn down.”
It made me think again of the Footprints Poem. How God walks alongside us, but today I was struck at how that includes keeping our pace. If we’re exhausted and plodding slowly, God doesn’t rush on ahead, He stays alongside us. If we’re bubbling up and rushing on, He keeps up!

He walks at our side. 🙂





Too relevant?

23 08 2009

I went to Leading Edge this month. It was such a good time, good worship, good speakers, good weather, good company!!

There was only really one thing that annoyed me in the week. At the end of one session we sang Human by The Killers. The idea was that we were celebrating being free in Jesus. Now I don’t know if you are familiar with this song, the longer version of the title is ‘Are we human or are we dancer?’ Now I don’t know your feelings on grammar, but this makes no sense at all! It is a completely secular song, which meant it didn’t really fit well at all. The only line I could see being relevant was ‘And I’m on my knees looking for the answer’ but then it was followed by ‘Are we human or are we dancer?’ which completely nullified it as far as I’m aware. It just seemed that we sang that purely in an attempt to be relevant and cool, which is not the point when you’re worshipping God! I couldn’t really feel that I was worshipping in singing that song. I would much rather have sung something like Happy Day with lines like ‘You washed my sin away’, ‘Death is beaten you have rescued me’ and ‘Jesus is alive!’.

I’m not completely against anything non-Christian though! We did squidge in an extra bridge in the middle of Blessed Be Your Name
‘It’s so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear ’cause you are all that I have ‘
which is from the Snow Patrol song You’re all I have. But the words are so appropriate so I was much happier with it.

Don’t know if this is just me getting old and boring, or if it’s actually a valid opinion! Who knows!